So worth it.
Woohoo! My mom finds out about her new job tomorrow and if she gets it, then I get to move to california with her!
I think yes. I’ve watched “The Last Song”, “Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs” and now “Planet 51”. I’m so lame.
And so proud.
I lost a follower…?
I think everyone needs a last moment. Closure. I don’t think that anyone should have to suffer the loss of someone dying without being able to say goodbye. Even if they’re not dying… Everyone deserves to know why. And I think I’m just saying this because it happened to me, but closure is important. I will forever have no go on with my life never knowing why he did what he did, or rather what he didn’t do. He was my best friend. I may not have been his, but he meant a lot to me because I could talk to him about anything. And then he never talks to me again. It has been four months. He used to wave to me in the halls and scream my name…and now he doesn’t even look at me. I just don’t get it! And it didn’t even want to date him! He is a womanizer but he has a girlfriend. I was the first person he told about when he liked her. He used to trust me. And I just can’t let it go because as much as i hate saying this, I need him. I need to talk to him.
Well, this is just running in circles and no one cares, so I am just going to go now.
Just after I shower, I hate having my bed all soggy… So yeah :)
I feel kind of bad because I suppose that it’s not my place really to have done this, but I began writing a story about anorexia. I’m about 3 chapters in, and I think I know stuff but every time I read through it, I’m like “WTF are you doing? This is NOT your place. You know nothing about what these people are going through!” So I started turning it in more of a love story direction, but I’m so sick of those. Not everything has a happy ending. Ugh. Thoughts?
- anything ‘cause it’s always empty.
okay, so I must admit that originally i thought these things were so stupid, I meaan come on - it’s just a giant iTouch. But it’s not. Okay so it sort of is. Only i guess… It’s just better. And the only reason i got it is because i broke my comp two months ago i think and i really needed a computer but my parents wouldn’t let me get a Mac. Shame. So this was cheaper and it works fine for all of my needs. Yeah. :)
Anyways, finals are FINALLY over. I am just waiting on my last one for Spanish to go into the grade book. I need to have done well on that. My life (and the possibility of getting a mac-book) are depending on it! But my English grade just went down 6% and she hasn’t even put in the essay yet. Worth 10%. I better have gotten an A on it or I will have a panic attack and break down crying. Legitamitely. I am so. close. to my 3.5. Which is actually really low for most people, but I just need it so that my mom will get off my back. And I really want a computer again. Oh god oh god. PLEASE! I am like, freaking out. Obviously. Haha. Hah. Oh gosh. I’ll shut up now.